Thursday, February 26, 2009
heloo! sorry for not posting alots of days. heee* boyfie com spoilt so difficult lar. hermm , school so far oke but then a bit bored. for some reasons. idk why this fews days, i have not mood to be happy or what, maybe something wrong in me. maybe 'them' make me no mood. idk! weLL , enough is enough. im just sick and tired being like this every single day. i have to gone thru this . why that so ? i jst need to know. i seriusly dont know.
and YOU make me hate you damn badly. fuck off you bitch. you ruin my life every single day. whenver i see you outside i feel wanting to kill you. pfft! im just pissed off with you. can i ask you someting? is there sometihng that i own you ? seriusly speaking. wherever i go i see you and you stare mie as if i make a big mistake. please lar! i just dont WANT TO FIGHT WITH YOU but please stop looking and staring at me. its seriusly pissed me off. idk what into you. everyting i have you snatch from me. erghh* whatever lar ehk. if you think you like being that way , go ahead. i dont give a fucking damn. cause i know who i am and i dont ever messed up your life whenever is see you. and i swear to you, i will never wanting you to become my friend. im sorry for hating you but you make me hate you . think bout your attitude once again. what you did to me im sure there must be a reason , but get this in mind its karma. what goes around come around.
and thank you yaa making me like this.
and yaaw , i wanna know what true friends are? i really wanna know. are you ? or not? idk. i really hope you still remember all ther werds that came out from yyr mouth .
simply wanna say , i miss all your jokes and laughter. but what to do. that waht you want and i cant force. thank you yaw. i really appreciate every of your help.
thanx friends.
[get this in mind this post is not refering to all my friends so dont get confused yaw and dont get hurt]
once again , thank you [:
why people kept hurting me?
hurthurthurt!
look into my eyes and you will know i feel.
enough yaa , i wanna move on.
let them waht thay wanna be.
im sure you haapy with your life,
so be it and go on .
i am who i am and i like the way i am.
* dont ever think that im ignoring you ,
NO im not but you make me.
i dont understand you.
why ehk ?
hurt me again ?
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