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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
im back!!
i just came back from ikea to get my lappy table .
its worth $79.
okay la .
(:
i can go crazy when i went there .
theres too much things i wanna bought .
my little bby boy also went .
haha!!!
he look so cute when he play the swing .
i loike .
i didnt meet baby .
soo sad!!
yeahh!!
tomorw i have a date with bby .
kann3?
heee!!!
to my dear haikal ,may allah bless yu and protect yu oke ?
remember we always here by yur side .
we love yu!!!
he will leave us for 8 months .
omg!!
i cant imagine hows yur life when yu were in right nw .
please be patience ?
we will pray for yu .
take care~
i miss bby!!!
(:
bby , i love yu!!
MuCh lOvE
10:51 PM
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
this was on 27 june 
this was yesterday
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this was yesterday at tampines .
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its me (:
for today ,
im not going anywhere .
im staying at home .
currently im chatting with bibie .
know wht ?
yesterday , my nenek told me tht theres 'pontiank' outsie of my doorstep .
nenek told me tht only her hair can see inside but not her body .
omg!!
when i heard it i wass scared siaa.
then nenek bace slawat luda her face so tht she went away but the its not werks .
then my da took the beros jamban and put it infront of the door .
of cox before tht dad got slwat and all .
i been wierd and keep on thinking why they need to disturb my house .
even tht time my uncle get disturb by her and my dad .
while , i dream she chase me .
if yu people were here , i think yu will feel it .
cause when its happen i feel something strange.
kay , whtever .
i hope she wont disturb us anymre .
(:
fews day more to my attachment .
huhuh!!
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this was yesterday.jpg)
this was yesterday at tampines .its me (:for today ,
im not going anywhere .
im staying at home .
currently im chatting with bibie .
know wht ?
yesterday , my nenek told me tht theres 'pontiank' outsie of my doorstep .
nenek told me tht only her hair can see inside but not her body .
omg!!
when i heard it i wass scared siaa.
then nenek bace slawat luda her face so tht she went away but the its not werks .
then my da took the beros jamban and put it infront of the door .
of cox before tht dad got slwat and all .
i been wierd and keep on thinking why they need to disturb my house .
even tht time my uncle get disturb by her and my dad .
while , i dream she chase me .
if yu people were here , i think yu will feel it .
cause when its happen i feel something strange.
kay , whtever .
i hope she wont disturb us anymre .
(:
fews day more to my attachment .
huhuh!!
(;
demi cinta kita aku akan menjage .
cinta kita yang telah kita bina .
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MuCh lOvE
4:01 PM
Monday, June 28, 2010
sorry for not updating .
im too bz!!!
for yesterday , accompany baby for soccer.
pictures upload tomorow oke?
today i went for s-league soccer .
game was damn borring ,,
stuupid!!!
heee!!!!
im off!!!
b ohh b!!!
i miss yu !!!
MuCh lOvE
11:53 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2010
i will update tomorow!!!
im too fetic!!!
MuCh lOvE
10:01 PM
Friday, June 25, 2010
heloo world!!
i intend to sleepover my aunty house but then i cant as i have clubilya .
soooo bbooorrrriiinnggg!!!
i need to be at yishun by 12 as there is a guest speaker then after meet bby to settle some probs .
hais!
when will this end ehy ?
idk~
baby not sending me .
haiya!!!
im totally speechless .
*hidupku bahagia hanya sementare .
aku teperanjat bile aku dapat mcg nie.
"yu cant mix love towarsd a granny and a love towarsd a girlfriend.
its totally different .takder kaseh sayang yang samer untk laen org ."
i was shocked when i receive this mcg .
i tot i was the only girl tht is close to yu .
kay , im wrong .
hais .
im spppppeeeecccccchhhhhhleeeeeessssssssssss!!!
MuCh lOvE
10:57 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2010
my man;this boy tht change my life
this boy make me understnd wht does love means .
he never fails to make me smile .
the love and care tht he gave me was perfect .
im weaK WITHOUT YOU!
i feel something is missing when you did not entertain me .
i feel pain when yu scolded me .
i feel lost when yu left me behind .
i feel frustrated when you change .
but all this was BEFORE!
NOW, we seem to drift apart .
you seldom make me smile .
you fails to make me laugh like hell.
you dont realise tht you have change .
whywhywhy ?
i miss those memories .
my tears roll down my cheeks while updating .
dont yu feel me ?
no one shed my tears .
i feel tht i didnt exist in yur life .
is tht true ?
i want the old yu .
i really need tht .
now, yur precious love have gone away , im not sure what will happen next .
im not strong to face this .
its keep hunting me~
please?
dont do this to me~
why must i gone thru this ?
*sigh
it takes few days and week to make this relationship strong and now its like tumble down .
why is tht so ?
i cant think of anything .
im sorry if i change .
i dont mean to change;
im sorry bby!
):
im just hoping theres solutin for this .
~im dooowwwnnn!!!!
*demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga
cinta kita yang telah bina .
maafkan jika ku tak sempurna
sesempurna cintaku padamu
yang ingin slalu di sampingmu .
jalan kita maseh panjang
ku ingin kau slalu di sini .
biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi dan dunia menjdi saksinya.
MuCh lOvE
4:06 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
cheeeebbbaiii ahh nie pompan spamm blog addekk akuu!!!
pukimak kauu sial!!!
yeeryerr je nak bebual.
sini lai ahh tunjuk muke kauu!!!
siaaaaaaaaallllllll nye pompan!!!
MuCh lOvE
5:05 PM
my little baby boy!
i miss him so much (:
so cute of himi miss this boy soo much .
he brighten up my day .
wohoo*
im damn fucking bored at home !
shiiittt!
idk what to do!
how culd i wish if muhd firas dirani is here with me right here .
i would be happy dengs neither then having you .
:)
ohh okay , all stories is the same .
so damn irritating shiit!!!
im just fedup with this .
i really cant stand this .
im sorry people ~
why shuld i think of this prblem?
i think shud take some fresh air neither then sit at home ehh?
(:
nyeett~
im done!
tata~
~hanye tinggal kenangan
MuCh lOvE
4:15 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
the cousin(:
spot me if yu can~
cute ehh ?
funny ehk!when i first saw this pic i was laughung like hell!
so cute!
haaa!
kay, enuf of laughing .
i wanna say takziah to granny .
i was shocked after receive the mcg saying tht granny passed away .
the last time i saw her was at hospital.
:(
be strong kay ?
pity my baby didnt get to see his granny before she passed away .
may allah bless his family .
(:
i just came back from swimming .
omg!!!
my skin getting dark larhh seii!!!
haaaa!!!
now im at home resting infront of lappy .
im damn fetic and lethargic .
im not gonna meet baby for 3 days seii!
booorrreeedddd!!!!
im out of werds~
taata~
what has past is past~
be strong kay ?
im always here by yur side!
love you~
love you~
MuCh lOvE
8:52 PM
Monday, June 21, 2010
hekk!
small baby supposed to come today but then postpone tomorow.
im wanting to meet him.
miss him~
accompany baby to tanjong pagar to take some stuff from his cousin .
bleeaak!!!
i feel sooo ... when i saw the pic..
haisssh!
i cant get rid of tht feeling.
im sorry baby!
(:
was otw home baby was not in the mood out of the sudden .
i was wondering why.
then bby show me the mcg .
ooopsss!!
i forget to tell him tat i texted neesyaa about ghazi tht i saw him somewhere .
i didnt knw tht baby was mad at me .
sorie dear ~
heeh!
baby was like merajuk rabak ..
talk things out then settle .
dear, im sorry for not telling you this .
baby , when can we be like how we used to be ?
when can yu make me laugh like mad women ?
when can you make me stop thinking negative about yu ?
when can yu pampred me like how yu used to be ?
when can yu do everything like how yu do to me last time ?
i have been wondering when ?
hais~
sometimes i feel so jealous to see some couples how sweet they are .
(:
i wish tht i culd be like them .
when ?
now ?
idk!
what am i supposed to do ?
i need some advise ~
arrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh~
idk what into my mind !
fuckkk!
i cant think anymore~
tata~
feel wht i feel .
cause the pain tht i feel is really painful~
MuCh lOvE
10:56 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2010
its already been a few days tht i didnt spent time with baby
he busy with his soccer while im at home slacking
so bored you know~
i was bloghopping reading some post about their probs with their love ones , was abit scared to happen .
(:
hope tht this wont happen to me and baby .
wee*
tomorrow i hope wont happen like wat had happen ehk
kay,im off to sleep .
tireddd!
bye!
MuCh lOvE
10:00 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010
heloo!
im damn bored at home .
fuucckk!!!!!
i dont know what to do
(:
i tink im starting to learn how to done a proper makeup
wanna join ?
hees*
baby went to visit his granny .
end up to cancel my plan .
so pathetic~
haiya!
i miss my little boy~
i want him!
ergghh!!!!!
what shuld i do?
no plan today~
hais .
tata~
MuCh lOvE
8:59 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2010
hekk!its been two weeks my little boy sleep over my house.
its been so noisy wit his voice and laughter .
but afta today , i feel soo boreed!
the house was so quiet .
no laughter .
i have no one to paly wit .
the reason because i sleep wit him , i bath for him , i look afta him for 2 weks .
everything i do it wit him .
everything i do it wit him .
altough he is just my cousin i feel like he is my brother .
i really miss him alot!!
i need him~
~sobsob!
he make my life happy .
if you guys were to be in my shoes i tink you feel waht i feel .
-.-
(:
baby came and meet me to cheer me up.
he did everything and i'm currently smiling but not 100%
thanks dear..
hope meeting baby tmr and smile all the way
i love youu!!!
thanks dear..
hope meeting baby tmr and smile all the way
i love youu!!!
MuCh lOvE
9:19 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
heloo!i miss my baby tawu!
i did not met you !
how culd you did not met me ??
best ?
wanting to meet me but ended cancel .
hais!
kay , i went out for a while to get some stuff with my little baby .
hehh!
so cute of him sleep inside the prem .
then home sweet home .
update again tomorow.
kinnda not in the mood~
MuCh lOvE
8:15 PM
Monday, June 14, 2010
heloo!
today ,i did t turn up clubilya .
wanted to go but i cant decide .
haa!
sorie guys culdnt join you people.
kay firstly , i just watch the karate kids .
its was superb!!!
you guys shuld watch it!!
haaa!
(:
baby treat me movie but before that we went to have lunch at kfc and saw this iritating group of 'matreps' was looking firm at us .
muke mintak kene pump .
da kental beh nak stare2 org.
sepak kang .
(:
cheh fierce sey akuu!
haaa!
-:P
the movie took about 2 and half hours .
then home sweet home.
ehh wait!!
some picture taken .
*im curently damn fetic so just short ppost
sorie~
MuCh lOvE
9:04 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2010
to my baby ,i have a short poem for you.
Let loose to talk of love
before they outlaw the kiss
baby give me one last hug
there a dream that i have been chasing
want so long for it to be reality
and when you hold my hand
then i understand
that its meant to be .
baby , when yu wit me
its like an angel tht took me to heaven
cause when i stare into yur eyes it culdnt be better
cause this life is too long and this love is too strong
baby , now for sure i will never let yu go
no hesitation cause you are my fav boy
no pain and fear
dont shed a tear
cause whenever yu need me im here
(:
thanx for the superb love and care you gave me
ireally appreciate it .
please forgive me if i have done any mistake .
i knw im not a perfect gal but hopefuuly with my love and care yu wuld be happy .
i love youu!!
im wishing you a happy 22mnth anni .
may we last long forever.
i truelly adores yu .
love you
miss you .
(:
done by : your baby
Labels: i love you
MuCh lOvE
11:12 PM
hekkhekk!
woke up at 630 for clubilya then texted baby.
iwas half hearted to go but then baby told me to just go .
heekk!
head tamp inter for 969.
i reached yishun at about 820 which was 10 mins eraly .
i have no idea what shuld i do i decide to went up .
when i first step in front of ther door , it was closed .
so i tot abg was inside , i went to knock the door but no one came to open .
i get so irritated and texted abg sanusi .
[ abg , you at where ? im ouside of clubilya .]
but abg didint weply .
waited and waited till shikin came .
chitchat then finally kak as came and open the door .
pity me -.-
im damn sweat .
waited for the rest to came but the boon lay came much more ealier then them .
about 10 mins later , neesyaa , ain and eiqah came.
'the kecoh girls reach'
haaa!
(:
we were inform that have to go to northbrooks sec to volunteers .
then akak send us there with car .
we were squueze like sardine you knw .
haa!
pity ainn .
sorry ehh!
reach there get changed up .
took the mini van and squueze a total of 9 person .
damn sweat you knw .
i ended sitting at the back while neesyaa sit on my lap .
reach sembawang park.
then chitchat .
caught my attention with the philipines tht is so iriitating shit!
pkr nie club per,grind sini nagn jantan.
we called a nie "monkey party"
really suit them .
haaa!!
was happily laughing then its started to rain heavily.
ran into the shelter .
clean up the place then headed to yishun to eat wit ain all and then home sweet home .
tomorow plan im nt sure .
fickle minded .
now , surprise soon to reveal ~
tata~
MuCh lOvE
9:40 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
hekk!!!
i gonna miss my hubby soon as i need to go for my clubilya tomorow which starts at 830 and ended about 6pm .
itating kann!!
(:
then i need to overnite till tuesday .
it was my anni tawu!!
im wanting to celebrate but then someone ruin my plan .
haiiyaa!!
:)
pathetic.
i wanted to make him a surprise but i cant .
how ehh?
fickle minded seyy!
hek!
im just wondering why whenever im wanting to make my baby happy on his special day theres must be something that stop me.
why ehh?
its been long time i keep asking myself why .
please let me fulfill my wish to make his happy as i knw i havemt make him smile like how we used to be .
i have always make you sad nor mad.
now im wanting to make you smile all the times .
seeing you smile mekes me feel relieved altough i feel something is not rite now .
(:
i had this feeling which idk how to express .
hais .
well , i hope theres time taht i culd express my feeling to you kay baby ?
i love you so much .
im not hidig but idk how to say to yu .
alrite!
till here!
update again tomorow.
tata~
(:
MuCh lOvE
10:41 PM
Friday, June 11, 2010
finally , im done with my blog!!haah!!
baby ,imy laaa!!!
i wanna meet you , kiss you , hug you and all!!
please!!!
im bored at home .
you left me alone !!
(:
Labels: boring
MuCh lOvE
6:17 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2010
hello!!!!!!!!
its been so long i did not update, so nw im gonna update .
firstly , i wanna say to my hubby to be strong kay ?
i knw that you feel sad to see your granny condition .
when i first saw her , i feelso sad as she cant move even talk .
i cant imagine how if my granny were to be like that .
she only left bone and her flash.
she really look so skinny .
hais.im really pity .
but when she saw hubby she keep smiling and she knw tht we came to visit her.
she had to undergne a major operation which she had to remove her bone and replace it with a artificial bone and metal plate.
can you imagine how painful it is ??
her condition was reaaly saddening.
infect , she had no appetite to eat .
all she want was milo but hubby told her that she cant have it as she is still under observation and therapeutic diet.
all she culd do was just lying down .
(:
baby , im wanting to pray for yur granny that she culd recover soon kay ?
im always here wit you .
(:
*for once i say , i hate to see you means i hate to see you.
hubby , i loveyou.
im still planning what to get 4 him .
hermm ..
its a secret ..
kay laa, i will update agai 2morow kay .
tata~
Labels: missing you .
MuCh lOvE
10:02 PM
HER;
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
this is my blog so stop SPAMMING!!